i do not know what is going on. you leave me confused and wondering. how am i letting you do this to me? how are you controlling my feelings towards you? and how is it that by simply smiling you make me forget all the wrongs you have done to me, and make me feel the fool when i pretend not to notice; just because it hurts too much.
i think maybe i prefer your nastiness; at least then i can see you true.